overtaken by undeserving l0VE

i seriously need to stop being so lazy and start managing my time better. whether i have to lose sleep or be alone and keep myself away from my phone or computer to do work..i need to do it.

i think im getting pretty depressed with my weight now. and im going to start going to the gym, no matter how much time i don’t have to work out, it’s just an excuse i give myself because the amount of time that i waste attempting to study can be time used to work out. it’ll just have to be subtracted from my sleep.

im tired of settling .. i want the best and be the best that i can be because even if i don’t reach whatever it is that im trying to reach, i can say that i’ve tried.

i need to keep up with my qts and biblical readings.

i need to fix myself before i can do anything else.